Important note

Howdy gals, I'm deeply sorry that I said I would bring new content. But I'm just way too much depressed and yes you read that well, I'm not in the mood, barely clinging to happiness when my favourite programs are on TV but nothing else. The mood is shared in all of Spain. Surely you have seen - specially those who live in America - NYtimes In Spain: Austerity and Hunger well it's "a bit biased from reality"

We are not yet in that situation, but its not far from happening. When you see that the police is acting against the people like they did the 25S day... Well its depressing. All and all, I have my own sare of problems...

I got two subjects that got down the river, so I have to pay for them, and that jeopardize my staying in University. Because the money needed for that increased with the new cuts in education... My average note is 7,8 which would be a B+ Grade. It's not half bad, but with two down and only the need to get your scholarship of failing one. Gets you in a difficult position. There is time to amend that, but there is not so much time to spend the "fine" for those two subjects...

Everywhere you go today in Spain is the same situation, but what is worse, you can see people calling to old formulas long buried and that's dangerous and frightful. So yes that article is a half way of the truth.

With that said, I'm not really in the mood to strike something in the form of a caption. Maybe that could change in a couple of days or weeks... but not today. And I have been trying, but nothing will come out... I don't want to throw a half assed story, nor I consider anything I have posted - with some first exceptions - bad stories. So I'm not gonna make you go through this "ordeal"

So yeah, that's me today, let's wait a bit more for me to get in the mood. The only thing that gets me desiring for something else is the arrival of the new chapter of Doctor Who. And thats not saying much of my pretty sorry situation... 

Then again, fear not my faithful companions, followers, acolytes or friends or whatever. I'm trying to get the mood back, but its not like the situation is helping a lot.

Hugs and Kisses Alectra

Reflections

Hi gals, so it seems today I felt a bit inspired and made a cap :P

Okay I had some spare time till I have my next exam which will be the next week, I felt a bit stressed so It has been a good way to relieve myself.

The thing with this cap is that after reading, I think that it turned out to be really emotional and that in many ways, holds something that I've been thinking for awhile. Seeing that sometimes I find myself at internal battle, holding interests and then finding problems along the way. I just had to take it out of me and say it to the rest. Probably it says something on how I feel when in Alectra mode and how I feel once I turn it off. Probably... When I first started this I had no problems with me or who I was. I learnt along the way, that there are two sides of us. Sometimes in harmony, sometimes clutching, struggling, battling. to rise and take control. That's the fun part of how Alectra turned out to be very much alive. There are two sides of us. Part masculine, part feminine. And that's how I feel. Some of us, see a game, a fantasy in all of this, some others wants to make it a reality. I just don't know if I would take it that far, but at least I would think about taking it to a trusted RP play or even try it in private to make Alectra come out more. Obviously I noticed there is a general improvement in how I feel, how I felt and how I will feel.

I know there are has been rough times for me or my relatives or friends... but in any case one always prevail. Now I know someone will think this is all made up for the sake of keeping the fantasy on. Well no, is not like that. I would never entrust other with false assumptions... I'm just not like that.

I know that I won't be able - not sute in the future - to express myself better, sometimes a mental struggle happens inside of me and drives me to screw everything and write in my own language. But I don't feel content, I just cannot throw away whatever I tried, and that I will keep trying. The point is not to be perfect but to be heard and make others understand how you feel when writing something...

*sigh* This turned out to be a semi depressive statement, but is my truth at the moment. 

Thanks for keeping with me so far!

Also this caption is an effort on my part, because I feel that I'm losing my "mojo" and really I don't want to feel that way...

Don't forget that I'm running a contest to find my new Avatar... More details in my previous post.

The news of my absence were clearly ludicrous (Time for a contest. Pick my Avatar)

Hi gals, I'm back from the land of the sick - now I know you are following in Tumblr and already heard that joke, well you got it twice, I'm not for silly dilly - dally singing jokes *giggle* - So while I'm studying and getting into it, preparing for more captions ideas - after the study - and so on, and on...

I thought I would post another contest... Another one really *giggle* No there was one a year ago or so, go back and check!

Nevermind...

Okay, so I know there are lots of people that are getting linked to a default model or special one... Like Dee or Evie, or Jennifer or Kyra who recently got one attached or so she said :P

So In the events of someone deciding that I should be using as an avatar this or that model, please make your suggestions and I'll choose the one I like the most and with a caption prize for the winning person. If and only if I have time I may choose a first prize, second prize and third prize. All of them with captions involved ;P

So I know is going kind of hard to beat this current avatar beauty goodness goddess of Epitome of feminity blah, blah, blah Hot gal, etc. but I never said it would be easy :) (You actually had to read this in crescendo for more fun *giggle*)

If by any means you go Anon at least put a short description of why I should be using your chosen model and preferred name for the caption to use :)

P.S: I think at some point some of you will think automatically of Bianca Beauchamp, but I don't really see a "me" in her, so while she is the most beautiful gal out there - in my opinion - it doesn't have "Alectraness" inside of her :P

P.S2: Thanks for all the get well wishes, you rock gals :)

Forgot to se a deadline, silly me :P  

The contest will be up till the end of September, until then no more stuff from me. After that, lots of new caps :)

Hugs and Kisses Alectra